Thoughts of suicide come to mind
As I sit here in silence a seat across from a friend
She does not know that her medication has not been misplaced
But is sitting in my work bag
Waiting for me to take them
Waiting for me to follow my plan of suicide
I cry alone in my heart
I cry in a place of silence away from everyone
Tired from a lack of sleep
My mind roaming all the time
I can't seem to get to sleep at night
My friendz talking to me and keeping me awake at night
They have there problems
I look into their eyes and tell them everything will be okay
But in my heart I have this bad thoughts
The thoughts of suicide
That will soon come true
What can I say to them
they know it is coming they dont not know when
they feel it in their heart
I am breaking them and I am sorry
But it is me that will make my fate come to me
My time is running short in a number of days I will be gone
No more of voice running through your ears
No more of my glistening tears running down my face
Time is running short and soon I will be gone
