DO YOU KNOW WAT IT IS WHEN U START TO FEEL THAT U ARE NOT THE SAME? HAVE U EVER SEE THAT SOMETIMES THE THINGS DON'T GO AS U PLAN?
WELL AS U KNOW SOMETIMES THINGS DON'T TURN AS U WANT, I DON'T ALWAYS GET WAT I WANT, BUT I KNOW THAT WITH TIME I WILL GET WAT I WANT, RIGHT NOW ITS NOT ABOUT TIME, ITS ABOUT CHANCES THAT U HAVE AND I HAVE, WELL SINCE I DON'T HAVE MUCH CHANCES TO GET I WAT I WANT, WELL I JUST DECIDE IT TO LET EVEYRHING GO AND TO LET ALL THE THINGS PASS BY AND TO LET THE OTHERS THINGS IN THE PAST, IS NOT ALWAYS EASY BUT I DON'T EVER GIVE UP, BUT THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE TO LET U KNOW THAT THEY WILL BRING U DOWN AND THEY WILL DO ANYTHING JUST TO GET IN UR WAY, WELL SOME PPL ARE GETTING IN THE WAY RIGHT NOW AND I AM NOT GETTING INVOLVE TO SEE WAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT, I JUST WISH THAT IN ONE DAY OR TIME I WILL KNOW WAT TO DO..THERE WAS ONE TIME THAT I HAD ALL THE CHANCES I COULD GET, BUT WHEN I LOST THAT CHANCES I JUST FORGOT WHO I WAS AND WHO I WAS RUNNING MA LIFE FOR, ONCE I KNEW HOW TO MAKE OTHERS HAPPY NOW I DON'T HAVE NOTHING INSIDE OF MY HEART, I END UP HAVING NO FEELINGS,NO WAY OF GETTING SAD OVER THINGS THAT HAPPEN EVEYDAY LIFE, I NEVER RETURNED TO BE THE ONE I USE TO BE, AND NOW PPL DON'T WANT TO KNOW WHO THE REAL ME IS, THEY NEVER STAND UP AND SAY NOTHING TO ME, BUT NOW I REALIZE WHY AND NOW I KNOW WHY AND NOW I DON'T WANT TO KNOW WHY I WAS HERE FOR AND PPL SHOULD KNOW WAT I AM TALKING ABOUT........U.....WILL......KNOW....WHEN.......TO....SAY.....SOMETHING.......TO ME....FORGET....ME..