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Posted On 06/02/2008 00:24:43
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srry 4 tha title srry 4 b-ing me srry 4 living srry 4 b-ing dumb & an idiot shall I lay tha iron on my arm & after that I lay me next 2 tha wormz in a wooden box
omfg nvr i mean nvr invite invite a sluty friend 2 a guyz house...i should of figured that out like tha 5th time ago....ahhh i just wanna scream my lungz out XD.........
plz kall me namez so i no im not nameless
plz hate me so i kan c that im not invisible
plz cut me so i wont feel numb
& 2 feel that i lived let me do that 1 myself
plz
After tha sun goes down, & it’z black outside. After tha lightz r all off, & tha world seemz more peaceful. That’z when I hear them. That’z when I c them. I kan feel their kold eyes watching. Tha air gets icy. Tha hair on tha back of my neck stand. I nvr believed this b4. Nvr thought I would. But after bing here 4 this long, I have come 2 notice, I’m not alone. They scream in my ear. I c their dark dead figure @ tha end of tha hall. But I know that they r very much alive. My heart beatz fast. I want 2 run. I am frozen in place. Will this b tha time they come 4 me? God, I hope so I finally get tha nerve 2 walk away slowly. Keeping in mind they could b right bhind. I feel their presence. I turn 2 look. Gone. My pace getz quicker. Voices screaming in my ears. Clear enough 2 understand. But after they yell their wantz & needz. It all becomes a blur to my memory. I hide under my covers. I know their out there. Waiting for me. Will this b tha time they get me? God,i hope so
Anger builds inside of me. Fear dissolves in2 my internal walls. Worry surrenders, & strength prevails. I'm blinded by this sudden anger. My cheeks r red & warm. My eyes tinted a faint red. Why must these creatures disturb me when I'm at peace? My malevolent thoughts secure their fate. Once & 4 all I shall desecrate everything they believe in. No longer will I fight 4 air, fight 4 peace, fight 4 everything & anything. This war is w/in me, in my worn hands I hold their life. I am completely in control. This is where I am most comfortable. Control is where I find my peace.
No 1 noz who I am,
no 1 kares who I bcome
my life iz a dark empty room
yet 2 b filled w/memories, friendz, & family.
I always wanted 2 b nown, 2 b loved,
so when he entered my life
tha darkest night turned in2 tha brightest morning.
He told me he kared, he said he loved me,
he gave me light, he filled my empty room.
So when he left everything I once had was gone, gone 4evr.
One morning I woke up & a wave of sickness
hit me so strong it felt crippling....
who new that jelly beanz r soooo nasty :x poyzon 4 tha heart hehehe........same goes 4 mustard tha #1 nastiest thing 2 put on anything 
u've hurt me in tha past, & now u've hurt me more...
Saying u kan't trust me, but u're tha 1 who’s been kissing other grlz
I tried 2 save this damned relationship,
But u throw it back in my face...
So f*ck u, motherf*cker...
Rot In Hell!!
u've made me f*cking suicidal
But now I’m finally free 4rm u..
I peer out from my blackened eyes,
Chuck tha blooded knife,
u say u love me.. F*CK OFF!!
Don't say that 2 me anymore...
u've made promises 2 stay w/me... FAILED!!
How does it f*cking feel??
So this iz just some wordz 4rm my heart to urs...
I will stay strong no matter wat...
I have my closest friends,
I will move on 4rm u y'know...
I hope tha demons pull you down,
While I lift myself high above,
& watch u squirm in pain and despair,
I hope u kan't sleep @ night, after wat u've done 2 me...
Goodbye... & GOOD RIDDANCE!!
I c u there in front of me,
ur face ur handz ur eyes,
I hear u talk I hear u tell,
ur hopes ur dreams ur liez,
I walked w/u a sunlit
trail 2gether hand in hand,
Then twilight came & u were gone,
& now alone I stand,
The woods r kold tha treez
r black tha dark iz klosing in,
& u have gone away 4rm me,
ur faultless light dimmed,
B-trayal iz an empty space,
Raw night kold room alone,
& no 1 kan redeem ur face,
Sweet knight safe light u're gone..................
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