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shattered mirrors
open doors
crossed legs
huge grins

new names
old faces
broken dreams

swaying to the music
screaming to the fear
the difference i dont seem to see

soft hands
heavy burdens

new names
old faces
shedding tears
filling a room with laughs
no feelings
none anymore

i step to the sounds i hear
sway to the ones i dont
kiss small faces
hug tiny bodys
never wanting
to see
one more sad face
not even hear
one more scream

this ones not as dark but oh well lol


someone to care for


warm embrace
cold eyes
soft hands
rough voice
sweet smile
bitter reason

always there
never meaning harm
soothing touch
holding you close
keeping your fears away

a kiss goodbye
a hugs to say"im home"

we all have someone
to care for
even if you dont see it

hey TAL and all my family

i just have 1 thing to say................

BETHANY WHY CANT U LISTEN TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im not mad im not angry or sad or w/e ive jst lost it so dnt wrry im fine my life jst has gone from crazy to INSANE

welll 4 starters i have no freedom but w/e

im use to it

well ill try to stay in touch as best as i can

and also BETHANY DO ME A FAVOR NEVER CALL MY HOUSE AGAIN NEVER PLEASE BETHANY IF U LOVE ME U'LL LISTEN TO ME PLEASE BETHANY DNT CALL MY HOUSE EVER AGAIN

and any1 else gose the same thing

im trying just to get my freedom bak n i need to do this by myself

but dnt wrry bout me i have my tricks i promise ill be bak here soon

damn TAL changed alot O_O

well my mom is kind of annoying me n beating on me alot i dnt handle ppl hitting me well n now im going to therpity cuz im losing my mind, im doing drugs again, pills n stuff

hes going to leave US 4 am wednesday morning....ugh im feel so alone without him..i mean i still got everyone on TAL but its not the same i jst....ugh i love him so much....well he has my heart n theres nothing i can do to stop him from going n i wnt...i want him to have a good time n be happy ^^

damn distance T^T

not being able to talk to him for a month

well ill live...i think

DAVID

DAVID

DAVID

DAVID

DAVID

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DAVID

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DAVID

DAVID

DAVID

....srry though that help me it didnt i love u to much T^T

DISTANCE.......THAT F*CKIN WORD SICKENS ME

im waiting im being patient im here what more can i do my soul feels u my heart wants you...i hate this feeling...the feeling of u being away from me....the feeling u get when u just got off the spinning cups...werid feeling and sicken i want to hold u..i wnat to be near u...i want to kiss u....but its everyhting i want....i feel selfish in a way..i kno u want this to....but this damn distance..

UGH I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT

FUCK SELFISHNESS I WANT YOU AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS TO ME AT THIS POINT PPL MIGHT THINK UR NEVER GONNA WORK OUT CUZ ITS ONLINE MOSTLY BUT AFTER SEEING U FUK THEN LET THEM THINK WHAT THEY WANT

ALL I WANT IT U

AND THE WORD DISTANCE SHUD DIE.................

And then there is the practical love. See...this is what always gets to me. There is wild-assed crazy in love and all that entails and then there is steady, staid, stable love that supports me and ensures I don't get too out of hand. The question is, which do I prefer? And I suppose it's not a pressing question at the moment.

I am capable of taking care of myself, but it is nice to have a love that checks in. It is nice to have a love that thinks about me above others. It is nice to have a love that calls to make sure I am ok before I go to bed at night, when I'm having a rough day. All of these things are nice. And practical. But are they sustainable?

Is it more of a gamble to invest myself in love that flits in and out and fills me with inspiration, but cannot be counted on for any other purpose? I'm not sure. Steadfastness and stability seems less of a risk, but is it, really? Are there guarantees in any of it? It seems like, in the end, the odds are about even.

Is it selfish for me to want both? To rely upon the love that is there and true, and eternally flirt with the muse - in whatever form she takes. Perhaps it is true that no one person will ever satisfy me. Funny that in saying that, and living it, I run the risk of being alone forever.

is creative
is passionate
is romantic
is kind
is attentive
is, like, in love with me and stuff
is independent
is available
is respectful

is david...........

Ha Whats The Deal?
Had To Let U Kno How I Feel,
Had A Bunch Of Boys, But Ima Keep It Real,
Them Otha Chickenheads Couldnt fit The Bill,
But You, Its Somethin About Ya Baby,
What It Is? I Dont Know,
Maybe 'cause Ya Body Just Right,
Wit A Sexy Smile,
And You Know How To Get That Dough,
Feel Me Up, When Im Feelin Low,
When Im Home  No Questions Asked,
You Know Its On As Soon As I Hit The Door,

And I Need That On My Team,
Baby U Was Made For Me,
Had Somethin On My Mind,
And Forgot Wat It Was, And Thats Because...

Lately, I Been Thinkin Bout You Goin Crazy,
Cant Go On Without U In My Life Its True
Wat U Wanna Do

U The Only One For Me, Im The Only One For U
Aint Nobody Gon Take Yo Place,
Take A Look At My Myspace Page,
He The Numba Position On My Top 8,
Lets Go Somewhere, And Chill
Baby boy Got, Sex Appeal
Ima Show U, How I Feel
Never Met A Man So Real

See I Want Us, To Be In A Relationship,
Are U Ready Baby? Lets Go Steady Baby,
I Want U, And If U Want Me To,
U Should Be My Boyfriend, I Can Be Yo Girl Friend

And Now U Fuked It Up.........

But I'll Love U Till The End

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